Saturday, May 5, 2012

TEACHERS - THEY MAKE YOU OR BREAK YOU

Teaching is the profession that teaches all the other professions.  

The world would be a much better place if this was an absolute truth but instead the reality is far from being so wonderful. Almost all of us have had school education. Was it a beautiful experience? Many will say yes, but there are a few who will disagree; and I fall in between these two extremes.
My time in school, which is one of the most prestigious & well-regarded schools in the country, has been relatively satisfactory, but I’ve had my fare share of ghastly experiences during my academic years where my abilities and talents were put into question and dispirited throughout the years.
Some teachers continue to fail to dispatch the right message to their students. They fail to understand those little people in their class are totally different from each other and their approach should be altered, not generic. There were a very few wonderful teachers during my school years, and the rest made school feel like prison. The appalling memories they created still linger within me and I use that disadvantage to develop myself more by learning to use those black marks and make it a piece of art.
I believe I was born to be creative. I have been an avid student in the creative department, making myself busy with various projects at any given time. But I was never encouraged to follow what I was good at and instead was told to become a doctor, lawyer, teacher and whatever that was in the good books of the teachers. Simply put they thought nothing good will come out of being creative, and to be an artist is to grow old, and dirty with a paintbrush and die depressed! I’m sure they didn’t and still don’t know the true meaning of being creative.  They didn’t believe that there lies a life beyond all that typical careers.
I am an illustrator and a designer by profession, and I am proud about what I do.  I was never interested in mathematics nor science. I was drawn to art, poetry and history throughout my academic years and I excelled in them. Those subjects made me energetic, made me wanted to jump out of bed to go to school. But that feeling never lasted long.
I always knew I wanted to be someone creative. I wanted to draw. I wanted to sew. I wanted to dream of a world that was colorful and happy. But back in school things were conflicting with my dreams. Teachers would throw away my book if they saw me sketching on it. They would ask me what I wanted to be, and when I said I wanted to be a designer, they laughed at me in front of the whole class. One teacher even asked me to get my head checked and stop thinking of being someone stupid and rather focus on a sensible career.
There were times I tore my sketchbook. Threw away my beautiful art. Cried my heart out in the bathroom. I felt as a failure even before I stepped out in to the world. I became silent. I stopped fighting.
This happened not only to me. There were lots of others who were in my vessel. Who felt ignored, who were labeled as rebels, who got punished for challenging the teachings. Put together we would have created a cult. But we were all afraid to confront and stand up for our selves. We were tied down and mouths shut with the rules and regulations and continuous series of indict from the teachers for being what we are.
There are still haunting memories of embarrassment from the past, yet years have passed, and I have gained my confidence to be who I am and have achieved my goal in becoming a Designer, But the road is still coarse, the mountain is still towering, but one thing is certain. I will get there.
I truly believe that teaching is a godly profession. Molding a young mind during its growth stage is an absolutely daunting task and something that will be imprinted on each of those young minds for a lifetime. This was not written to accuse any of my teachers but to articulate the experience I gained and maybe to inspire the next generation of teachers to be more understanding and open to those beautiful young minds under them. I anticipate that the kids who are still in school and who will join in the years to come will find more teachers that they love, and fewer teachers that they will detest.
As the author Simon Sinek says: The best teachers are the ones who tell us we can!



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